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The Sunday Currently Vol. 3 | Celebration

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I wasn’t able to post my Sunday Currently last week ūüė¶ I was stuck at my sister’s place and I was so tired then (from watching Beauty and the Beast) so I couldn’t bring myself to write. But, here I am now so yay!

I had (yet another!) long week previously. Meetings from Monday to Friday! I was so glad for the weekends. My sisters came over to celebrate my Dad’s birthday as well as their wedding anniversary. A simple lunch out and then that’s it.

Today is also my one year and three months with my¬†fianc√©. He’s not around much though ūüė¶ His uncle and auntie are over at their place so he doesn’t really have the time and place to talk. I would be lying if I say that it doesn’t make me sad one bit but what can I do? I do wish he was around. Even just for tonight before we sleep. It’s our monthsary, after all.


READING
nothing. I was reading a listing that I was planning to check but then gave up eventually. I didn’t¬†have enough sleep last night so I feel like I can’t really check anything from work today.

WRITING
my third Sunday Currently! Even with a tiny bit of headache and little sleepiness, I am trying to manage!

 

LISTENING
to my fan and the clicking of my keyboard.¬†I¬†can feel that this isn’t going to be a very interesting entry for Sunday Currently haha

 
THINKING

of what to do next after writing this. I want to maybe play a little bit of Sims 4 and wait for some miracle for my fiancé to say he will call. He said he will try if he has the time and place.

SMELLING
nothing in particular. My room smells like nothing. Plain. Dull. Boring.

WISHING
my fianc√© will call me tonight.¬†Like I said, it’s our 15th monthsary today and all I really want is for him to be around. It’s so hard to not talk to him at night. I have gotten so used to it that when things like this happen, it takes all of me not to feel sad about it. But I am. Because it’s our monthsary and I wish he was here ūüė¶

HOPING
for a miracle.¬†That miracle being that my fianc√© finds the time and place to call me. I do hope he can call me in bed. We usually stay on call while we’re both in bed, until we’re both feeling sleepy. But since today he’s got his uncle sleeping with him, that is unlikely to happen. So here I am, hoping for some kind of miracle…

WEARING
my normal, everyday clothes.¬†A white top with a winter-y design with my black¬†shorts. I can’t believe I am wearing the same top I was wearing last Sunday Currently. I am also wearing my hair in a ponytail. Because it’s currently very hot!

LOVING
my Sunday Currently photo.¬†I¬†don’t know why. I just do, okay? I feel like it’s so artsy-fartsy and it’s in very good DSLR-like quality. Thank you iPhone SE! Haha

WANTING
this tiny headache to go away.¬†Like I’ve mentioned, I’m having this tiny bit of headache. I think it’s because of lack of sleep last night. I should take my medicines before it becomes unbearable. Also, I should eat. I am feeling hungry!

NEEDING
sleep!¬†I could not sleep well last night (as I have been mentioning). My sisters stayed the night and I had to sleep with my sister who snores! It’s not the noise that keeps me up, it’s the snoring itself. It just annoys me from some weird reason and I couldn’t sleep for such a long time. I went to be at aroudng 9 p.m. but up until 1 a.m., I was still wide awake! And then, their puppy woke me up at 6 in the morning. I can’t be mad at a puppy though, especially since he’s super cute. I just tried to sleep again but only managed a couple more hours of shut eyes huhu

FEELING
sad and lonely (for reason already mentioned). I miss him. I wish he was here.


That’s all folks! How was your Sunday?

 

Original link-up by siddathornton


UPDATE: He called me! My Sunday was complete!

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SUNDAY CURRENTLY VOL 2. | Chill Time

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I feel like that the week that just had passed is the longest week of my life!

I just had a trainee and the first week is always the hardest part. Too many meetings (long ones if I should add) and a whole lot of explaining to do. I have to keep reminding myself to be a little more patient as they have no idea what to do. Somehow, that’s how I get through.

I was so glad for the weekends! I went out on Saturday to buy some things. I bought a new flat shoes (love it)! and a few other things (like sticky notes). Then today, I decided to keep it cool, relax, and chill.

My sister was here earlier. Talks and just hanged out outside, feeling the cool breeze of the summer day; with my dog barking on the side, trying to get my attention to give her attention.

Then, it was time for church — thus, the photo. I’m not going to work today. I have made that decision earlier as I feel like it’s going to be another long week for me. So for now, I need my me time, maybe play some Sims 4, and just enjoy the remaining hours of my Sunday night.


READING
my Twitter feed.¬†There aren’t that much. Just a bunch of quotes, cute pictures of dogs, and a few updates or whatnot from my ‘friends.’

WRITING
my second Sunday Currently!¬†I was thinking about it all day. I keep wondering if I’ll be able to write something tonight as there’s really nothing exciting. But here I am, and I am happy!

LISTENING
dogs barking (or crying/howling) outside.¬†I think it’s our neighbor’s dogs. I wonder what they are crying/howling it at/about.

THINKING
of nothing in particular.¬†There’s a whole lot of thought going inside my head and I have no specific one worth mentioning here. I feel like I’m actually thinking of what to type in next. The rest of my thoughts are in the back of my mind, whispering ever so quietly as I go about this post

SMELLING
a bit of my fianc√©’s deodorant.¬†He left the bottle of his deodorant as my request and time to time, I spray it on the shirt he also left for as my request. It gives me the feeling of when he was here. I feel comfortable in that smell. I feel happy. I feel his love just by that tiny bit of smell. I sprayed it a couple of days ago, I think, and there’s still some tiny bit of smell circling my room right now.

WISHING
I do not feel pain later tonight.¬†I¬†just got my period today and every time that I get that, I am almost always in pain because of my dysmenorrhea. I have to keep taking pain relievers. Sometimes, I faint. Most of the time, I just can’t do anything other than roll in bed, because of the searing pain in my abdomen. And I am wishing for nothing like that this time around.

HOPING
for lesser fights.¬†I¬†actually just thought of that. Lately, my fianc√© and I have been fighting/arguing over silly things. Most of it because of me. But he has a fair share of the matter. I expect him to do something and when he doesn’t, I get hurt. But he doesn’t see that. And I can’t blame him. I really don’t want to go into details because I feel like it requires a whole new different post altogether.

WEARING
my normal, everyday clothes. A white top with a winter-y design with my red shorts.

LOVING
the bra I am wearing hahaha. I recently bought it from Avon and I just completely love the design and the way that it hugs my chest in a very comfortable way. It was well worth the money!

WANTING
to eat something.¬†It’s a good thing I went out to buy some chips (Crispy Patata) which I will eat after I finish this post ūüėĄ

NEEDING
money!¬†Not because I have so many things to buy or anything, but because I started this lending business with my¬†fianc√© and there are so many borrowers now. We’re running out of resources. We did not anticipate this kind of patronage!

FEELING
excited for no apparent reason.¬†I¬†get that once in a while. Usually during Fridays because I feel giddy and excited about what the weekends will bring. But today is a Sunday and tomorrow is going to be a hellish Monday so I’m not too sure what I am anticipating here haha. Maybe there’s something exciting going to happen to conclude my weekend! Oh, let’s wait and see! (Most probably, it’s just a feeling. I shouldn’t get my hopes up hahaha)


Wasn’t a very wasted day (or weekend even) for me. But tomorrow, I’m back in the reality that is ‘work.’ I’m already feeling sleepy just by the thought of it!

How did your Sunday (or week) went, loves? ūüôā

Original link-up by siddathornton

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SUNDAY CURRENTLY VOL. 1 | It’s a start

I came across this Sunday Currently thing from one of the famous actresses in my country (Maine Mendoza) and I thought it’s quite interesting. So why not, right? I do like writing and more often than not, I can’t find the right things to write about. Maybe with something to follow, I can write at least once in a week. I think that’s a pretty good start.

So here I am, writing my very first Sunday Currently blog post. I hope I did it just right.



READING
Bitter Sweet Love by Michael Faudet.¬†It was my boyfriend’s gift for Valentine’s day. And as his request, I am (trying) to read it as slowly as possible. He always complain about how fast I go through the books I buy or have that it’s like I’m not really feeling the words and the story. So for this one, I’m taking slowly, a page or two a day.

WRITING
my very first Sunday Currently! I am super excited about this new thing that I am starting. I do hope I can keep it up for more and more Sundays. If I can do this thing for a year, then oh my God, I will be a very happy girl!

LISTENING
to the sound of my keyboard and the fan next to me.¬†It’s a quite room around here.

THINKING
if I should put pictures here too. So far, every other Sunday Currently I have seen has a photo on top. I don’t know if I can put something here because I don’t really have any relevant picture to put to be honest. Maybe in my next one, I can (try) to provide a nice artsy-fartsy picture.

SMELLING
the tiny hint of my cologne remaining in my clothes.¬†My mother and I went out to have dinner at a nearby mall today. I was craving for Pancake House’s Caramel Banana Walnut Waffles but, alas, I did not get it. There was no Pancake House near us so for dinner, I settled for Tokyo Tokyo’s Chicken Karaage. The side veggies were my favorite!

WISHING
tomorrow will be an easy day.¬†I know it won’t be. I have a new trainee by tomorrow and it means a lot of talking and explaining (good luck to my throat!).

HOPING
for me to be able to do this thing for the long run.¬†I just know myself.¬†I am what they call ‘lazy.’¬†So, I am really hoping that I can keep up this thing I started and not leave it hanging like all those stories I still haven’t finished writing.

WEARING
the same set of clothes I was wearing to the mall.¬†A stripped blouse — a gift from my boyfriend, tucked in a hand-me-down gray mini skirt.

LOVING
how this thing is going.¬†I’m happy to see that I am almost finished and still able to write whatever it is I am supposed to write about! Haha

WANTING
some of the ice candies I made earlier. I do hope they are frozen hard by now!

NEEDING
something exciting to do during weekends. I work 5 days a week, around 8 or 9 hours, so I want my weekends to be exciting at least. Go somewhere. Take pictures. Eat food. Have fun. I need that desperately.

FEELING
a little sleepy and hungry.¬†I am still waiting for my boyfriend to call. I don’t even know where he is now. I texted him when I got home but still hasn’t got a reply from him.


Here we go then! I’m happy to finish my first one. Wish me luck on the second! ūüėČ

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I have told myself before that I will never fall for someone like him. But I guess love really does move in mysterious ways. And we really do fall for the people we least expected. 

Because here I am — after one year and two months with him — still completely and hopelessly in love with him like how I was the first time. 

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Here’s to us

I can’t believe it’s been a year. Not because I felt like it happened so fast, but because I feel like it’s more than that.

A year.¬†A year of happiness and laughs. A year of sudden fights and pathetic arguments. A year of video calling, phone calls, Skype messages, texts, chats. A year of sweetness, of non-stop I love you’s, kissing and heart emojis. A year of understanding, compromises, forgiveness, making up. A year of so many emotions. A year of tears, both from laughing and crying. A year of you and I. Such a wonderful year it was.

Clich√© as it may sound but it feels like a lot has happened in just a year. And I wish I could share here all the amazing things that had happened to us but really, I’d like to keep them to myself — to us. The world doesn’t need to know, right? And yes, I am being selfish. I am always selfish when it comes to you.

I feel like there’s so many things I want to say. And there should be. It’s our first year anniversary. But once again, here I am at a loss for words. Once again, I cannot say the right things. When it comes to you, words are never enough. I can never truly express everything that I feel for you. I’m not making any excuses here. I really am speechless.

Then again, maybe I don’t need to say anything. Or I don’t need to say much. Maybe, all I have to do is look you in the eye and let my feelings flow through them. Look straight into my eyes and I will let you see my soul. You have my heart from the very start so you should know exactly how I feel. No need for words. No need for poems. No need for letters. No need for songs.

This isn’t going out the way I planned. I was thinking of a grand gesture but here I am typing the first thing that pops into my messy head; not even sure if I’m still making sense. I feel like I’m at a podium and there are hundreds of people staring back at me. I couldn’t speak, my heart is in my throat, and my stomach is in knots. Why do I have to feel like that? This is just an expression of what I feel for our first year anniversary. Yet somehow, when it comes to you, my heart is always racing.

My love, despite such a terrible attempt to give you something special, I hope you know the gist of it all. Despite the lack of coherence in my paragraphs or the lack of substance in my speech, know that I want this to be something special. Something that you can be proud of one day. Something that you can tell to our kids saying, “You know what, for our first year anniversary, you mother wrote such an amazing piece for me. I still remember every word by heart.”¬†Or something to that effect. I don’t really have to say it or type it. You know it. You feel it. And I think that’s the most special thing I can ever give to you today and for the rest of our lives.

So to my best friend of two years, my boyfriend of one year, my fianc√© of one month, and my love for the rest of my life — Happy One Year Anniversary! May this be just the beginning of so many more years of our lives together. You know the rest of what I will say. No more cheeky lines following from here.